it's less than 7 weeks until we come home to visit. long enough that it's still a long time, but short enough that i'm getting really excited. i just want to get there already!
it doesn't help that we just had kind of a crappy week - broken car, stress related to that, stress of still trying to do what we need to in a week without a car, stress of sitting around all week with kids going crazy because we haven't done anything because we don't have a car and it's too stinking hot to walk anywhere.
pardon the whining. it really was just an annoying week and it's hard because i know that if we were at home or had some family around, it wouldn't have been nearly so bad. family could help us with car stuff, with going to get groceries, with just visiting so i don't go crazy! the week has just made me miss family and therefore start getting really excited for our visit home.
don't get me wrong, there are great people here too. we had friends come and pick Ryan up on sunday an hour early for church, they went to church early so that ryan could use their car to come and get us. then they waited an hour after church while he drove us home and went back to get them. how nice is that?! so yes, there are definitely people here who look out for us which is awesome. but it's just different.
with family you don't feel remotely weird/awkward asking or accepting help from. they are family...that's what family does. with other people it's just not quite as comfortable, that's all.
anyway - the point is, i'm excited to come home. now let's just pray we can survive the next 7 weeks until the big day comes. ryan has 4 weeks of class left and they are gonna be crazy weeks. he has major assignments due and a huge exam worth 60% of his mark. and then real exams start! yipee.
okay, moving along. i promised some pics of my oshie pie. it's been ages since i've done any kind of 'photo shoot' with the kids - aviana was a baby the last time i tried. today i was reminded why it's been so long! the older kids get, the less they want to sit and have their picture taken!
we got aviana a tutu and some flowers to hold for her pics - to be posted another day. osh had a major meltdown prior to his turn, then got mad that he didn't get to wear the tutu too. we had to compromise and let him hold some flowers. the big red splotches all over his face are from screaming and crying. yup...now i remember why we don't do this more often! i'm too lazy to edit them, so here are just a few raw ones.




what to say about this kid: he is as challenging as he is cute. he has moments of utter sweetness where he is just the best kid in the world, and in the next heartbeat he's pushed over his little sister and is running away from me with a smirk on his face trying to dodge timeout.
he loves reading stories, playing with trains and cars, playing sesame street games on the computer, riding his bike, and being tickled by dad. he and aviana are typical siblings. they love each other like crazy and play so well together...whenever they aren't fighting! he loves nursery and singing songs and he can't wait to go to 'school' (playschool starts end of January for him). when he's happy, he's the best kid. even when he's not the best kid, he's pretty irresistible. maybe that's the problem!
what i know is that this kid is going to teach me how to be a parent. i know that he is only what we've taught him to be. if he needs to change, it means i need to change. that's what makes it hard! i am trying though. some days it feels like it almost comes naturally. other days...not so much. wish me luck, for both our sakes. he's too cute for me to sell him to the circus.